I wake up.
My room is messy. I hate messy. It makes me nervous. Why is it so messy? Clean it; clean it, clean it, clean it. Okay I will. I make my bed and lay my favorite teddy bear on my pillow. My teddy bear reminds me of lavender and the color red. I got it at the fair. The fair was really loud. Scary and loud. I nod my head; the fair was very scary and loud.
***A preface for readers... this begun as a song but it quickly became something more. And while I did not intend for it to be triggering, I feel as though some aspects might be. There isn't a happy ending to this little narrative because there was no happy ending to what I based these words off of. But while that is the case, I want people to be able to relate to these words because when I felt like this, all I wanted was to relate to someone. It's simple, short and sweet but I hope you enjoy.
